Exams

Finals gives me some of the most complicated feelings I will ever feel my whole life.

It's a nerve wrecking experience yet the most liberating experience at the same time.

I am guilty of so many ways of procrastinating during the exam period.

You get so nervous when the date of your paper is getting near but then you never do anything much about it. And just about few hours before, you'd start to go at it like a madman tangling yourself in a web of information until you can't really tell which is which.

In the hall, you frantically write out everything you can possibly remember until your hand hurts and you fingers are at the edge of bleeding.

Stand up, get out of the hall 30 minutes before the time limit and just feel.....free.

God, sometimes I swear that I'm addicted to this feeling.

When I'm just at home, minding my own business, being not...busy. I just miss school so much.

I'm not sure if there's anyone around that actually love finals like I do.

Yellow

Yellow is my favourite colour.

and....

my favorite crush.

lol.

I find it extremely adorable when I found him commenting on my blog when he never even followed me on blogger nor Google+.

and...

How he never followed my Instagram but liked one of my pictures.
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Awak stalk saya ye....

Ahaks. :p

Thinking Too Much

I hate it when I drown in my own thoughts.

They're extremely dangerous.

It makes you lose track of time and frankly, lose track of reality too.

There's two separate realities if I dwell too much into my imagination. The one's that are in my head and the one's that I woke up to everyday.

Though unreal, the reality in my head is far more exhausting to be in. And as much as I hate for it to be so, it is apparently the dominant one at the moment.

Whatever happens in my real life, will affect my thoughts hence, the facade of a reality in my brain would morph into something else. More so, something bad.

I might sound like a mental case now. I guess, the only way to shut it down is to be in the 'now' more so I wouldn't lose grip of what's real and what's not.

Thinking too much isn't healthy.

Never have been, never will be.