Enthusiasm

That was what gave the Halo effect.

Why people think I'm all positive and stuff.

When all the while I'm not all that positive.

Almost negative even.

Sigh

Run

Physically, lying down is what I do best.

But mentally, it's running.

I need something exiting to give me back the zest for life.

Onegai.

The Knife Of Never Letting Go

Because I forgot how it feels like to drown inside another world.

Food

Yappari ne…

Food makes you feel a whole lot better.

Alhamdulillah.

Full tummy = Big smile.

;P

Well

I guess I never obtained the will to pick it back up again

And thought I'm already lying in pieces on the floor,

I'm still crumbling.

Melancholy

I was never one to give my heart away.

For fear of being hurt.

My pride never allowed me to cry for anybody at all.

But somehow, it's inevitable - being the human that I am.

I choked on the phone, and continued the conversation pretending my voice didn't almost cracked.

I didn't think she heard it.

I guess, people always just take a piece your heart away without you noticing.

And I guess, as much as someone hurt you without them noticing it,

You'll immediately miss them when there's something that reminds you of the memories.

And that's okay.

Because, you wouldn't know that you're alive unless you've cried.

P/s:  Getting a minor wound  on my foot. Not being able to walk properly has made me a little  emotional these past days. I apologize. 

Reset

Like a reset button, my Tuesdays are spent with me doing nothing but what I can't do on other days.

How liberating it may sound, it doesn't feel as such.

It's just a comfort that I get when I feel too pressured by the other days I have to go through.

And come next rising sun, everything will be reset.

On with life.

No responsibilities on Tuesdays.

And come Wednesday, I'll have to face reality yet again.